Odd that random stuff pops up in my brain that are after the fact, "hey!, where did that come from".?
What's the difference between taking things personally versus reacting emotionally?
I've been working on myself, the marriage of meditation and mediation..
The wait of weight;
That type of thing...
Ok. I got very sick more than 3 weeks ago that led me to reevaluate certain areas of my health and life instances.
Never thought I'd vomit 🤢 though! Wasn't just that, my bppv came back at the same time along with enhanced anxiety. Everything seems to happen in three's, looking back to the love and heartwarming support of my dad and brother; life sure teaches much when you think you know it all. It's the appreciation of positive energies that engulfed my spirits and my disability.
Slow down, slow slow and slower. Recognized the problem of internal conflict as a meditative tandem device.
Rest, even if you don't sleep... rest. Rest your mind, rest your arms, rest the shoulders, rest and slow down.
To be continued as my too much genealogy has given me an headache. Need cartoons soon as laying down helps. The rain helped me sleep too, oh so nice hearing the big drops pour, releasing tension.
ohhh okay. lol. splurged on template toaster to see what can be created for a blogger template... well, I need to play more with this software!!!! It takes the place of artisteer. Sale price was 50 bucks off, so it was 99 dollars. This just may be worth the price and really try to learn something!!
Band Yes has been a very interesting musical group. Been listening to owner of a lonely heart. I'm an 80's gal and seen their videos and familiar with them. That being said, it's the lyrics that compell. The long version video explains more as the short will make no sense if you are not familiar. The animal symbolism is key. Rhapsodomancy time!
Move yourself ... You always live your life, never thinking of the future..
I am now .
In the end you've got to go, look before you leap..
AND don't you hesitate at all!
Ok. So this was written as a Halloween challenge in a graphics forum am a member of. Really had me thinking about the holiday and relaying experiences through storytelling. I've never thought of this before!... what if... what if my poetry words stumble a little, just a little...
and a horizon forms in parallel. This has happened before!- previous spiritual blog, 13 years ago.
Alas... halloween energies that surprise!
Spiritual trangressions of the third kind was the title of that blog.
How about using my trauma/past experiences to write a story???
I had to come back to this because my brain froze. After reading some of the posts, decided to start writing. Picture if you will, a 7 year old girl. Grows up with 4 older brothers, she's the last child and only girl. She's not a troublemaker, doesn't lash out and shows courtesy as much as possible.
She sleeps in a room, alone; and can't figure out if her dreams are real or a nightmare. An experience based on unknown trauma carries her- three times within her life. At age 30 and 44, the same dream/nightmare projects itself into her soul.
Now some people may call what she has experienced as an OBE or out of body experience. Hypnosis doesn't help uncover why this has happened to her nor does self help youtube sleep meditations.
Until...
her beloved best friend crossed over. She searches for her friend to at least gain some mental clarity.
However, mom, always told her that she'll be okay as you can always talk to her- out loud or even a silent prayer. ..." You must remember that not everything is black and white nor can you keep walking down the straight and narrow. " ---- MOM quote.
" What am I seeing? I see myself sliding across the wall then upwards towards the ceiling and stayed there. Floating above but underneath... voided."
What happened to her???? ... to be continued... ?
Brain hums; new layout coming soon.
Reflection on theme and style
Hot wind, new direction..
future life promises peace
Cold air, shadows no longer lurk
Wild spirit meet child within.
Dated 2003 to 2011, Creative writing prompts is a site that features numbered prompts to get your brain tweaking. I keep it bookmarked as a fun reference. Been keeping extra busy lately since my 90 year old dad has my toes a tappin' as a caregiver. Its quite difficult to find a balance of time to create, let alone catch a breath. However, mine has shifted since the end of March when he wound up in hospital with a kidney lesion complication. That being said, it had me pondering about where the need to randomly write can come from. ANYWHERE!
Inspiration can come when least expected, even through the darkest of shadows. Because life skills cannot be taught, they should be happy accidents, like old Bob Ross painting videos. Just go with it. If something doesn't feel right, don't push. Let yourself be free; in spirit, body and mind. Whether you start singing that favorite song while waiting at a red light or a web page that doesn't want to load during a Saturn retrograde... write about it.
Careful disguise of wording is recommended.
