Been up all night, eyes swollen from excessive crying,
Holidays or aka holidaze in my brain, a major blow to my creativity has been torched again by the voided neurons of a 90 year old.
No coloring books for awhile as he settles down due to dementia.
Is there a broken rule that I must forgive myself first then healing begins again?
Energies suck during major depressive episodes. I don't care for Thanksgiving or Christmas.
This was bad one however, my bff was around to text me straight.
Not a holiday but holidaze...
TUNE OUT.
