too tight

I couldn't open my parents urns.

Left dad under a tree stump and mom in the greenhouse.

So be it.

Mixtures

 Going through mixed emotions in the next phase of my life. 

Apartment was approved and we see it tomorrow. 

Hard to explain all the mixtures of emotions between my actions and behavior because I've been oppressed too long due to various abuses that still scar. The invisible ones turn me inside out;reacting emotionally. I just said that didn't I?  Oh dear.

Binge tv

How much is too much tv?

Been watching the depositions on OJ Simpson. Wow. 

It really gets into your head and tiresome.

Groundhog