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Looney tunes

 Well..this is heartbreaking 💔 

Max and it's greed for money completely destroyed my child within by scrubbing its entire looney tunes library. 

I really depended on it when I relapse. Its been my saving grace. Not much I can do about it either. 

Wallowing wonders in my memories now as Daffy Duck says, don't go away Daniel boob. 

And Sylvester as he sings on the fence annoying porky pig because he's trying to sleep. 

She's too much

Thank you Duran Duran for making me cry..

She's too much song

She's gentle to the touch

She's everything head first

So happy to be causing trouble

Sometimes, the pressure gets too much

And you think she's going to burst

And then shatter like a Christmas bauble

[Chorus]

I'll be there when the world is

Coming down upon her

When she's scared, I'll be there

Fighting in her corner

[Verse 2]

She cries when she's alone

For all life's little knocks

Everything that's supposed to make us tougher

Thinking, it doesn't really show

But I know how she hurts

And I can't bare to see her suffer

[Chorus]

I'll be there when the world is

Coming down upon her

When she's scared, I'll be there

Fighting in her corner

I'll be there when the walls are closing to surround her

In the air as she falls with my arms around her

[Post-Chorus]

Holding on, I'm looking out for

Her thin skin

Because she's everything

And I don't think she knows

She is such a gentle touch

She's too much, the gentle touch

[Verse 4]

She likes to catch the sun

Plays with it like a ball

And never mind whatever keeps it burning

Someday she might just be the one

Who's going to save us all

If this Apocalypse is coming

[Chorus]

I'll be there when the world is

Coming down upon her

When she's scared, I'll be there

Fighting in her corner

I'll be there when the walls are closing to surround her

In the air as she falls with my arms around her

[Post-Chorus]

Holding on, I'm looking out for

Her thin skin

Because she's everything

But I don't think she knows

[Outro]

She is such a gentle touch (I don't think she knows)

She's too much, the gentle touch (I don't think she knows)

She is such a gentle touch (I don't think she knows)

She's too much, the gentle touch (I don't think she knows)

So be it

 Happy  my bestie finally  found her boundaries with me. Was wondering when those binding chains would at least loosen. 

Had suspicions about some things she never told me; today just proved to me that's why learning by yourself is important. 

Ever since I was a kid,have taken things personally. Am still working on this too. Figuring out what the triggers are, my responses are emotional. For a long time I thought it was a form of selfishness and had begun to spiral again with depression and anxiety. 

We do what we can when we can. Period. Yes, it's good to challenge ourselves but don't forget who knows us best.. ourselves, if our senses are on full tilt. I think this is a trigger for me because those types of energies are very manipulative.  Case in point, my current Bible studies, which I did get a passing grade of 79%. It's the way questions are asked, the choices given and what's supposed to be correct. 

It's when our egos get inflated and once again, assumptions are our worst enemies. 

If I'm paranoid about certain things, meditation helps, especially sleep. Must have at least 6 to 8 hours. I'm a cat... meow.

Well, not literally. But am a Leo with Virgo moon. Oh vey lol

Too much stimulation then.. overwhelmingly exhausted. 

Ever see memes or remember old billboards saying "challenge yourself ".. it's not about what you cannot do but harnessing the things you can and grow from it.

Took a walk this morning. 

 Head clear.

Over and out.