9/10/2025

Is this title really necessary?

 As I approach a slight spiritual non equating religious lesson from this morning, it reminds me of my limited vs unlimited skills of alchemical wavelengths. 

That's a mouthful saying what exactly? 

It means that there is indeed an internal recovery of past trauma. Does this eliminate my current uninterested graphics? 

My overthinking tendencies lay like a frog camouflaged on a forest leaf.  Ah yes, perhaps that rekindled hidden knowledge is beckoning...

Take a breath in and relax it out. 

Still working on emotional triggers. Why is it so difficult to ease that type of anxiety?

Part of it based on past behavior and current modifications that accept and expect?

Tired now. Was supose to try and get the laptop completely updated, but this mornings Bible lesson knocked me out. 

Need a color idea for my flowers. Doing a coloring project that's almost complete.  A background might make a difference.  

Doing too much, even gaming, makes me a zombie.

Bye for now blog. 

9/03/2025

Highs and lows

 It should come as no surprise that the lows and highs of the human condition truly coincides with the tides of  the earth and our planets in tandem to the moon.

The art of no blogging has given me sight; which energies am  I trying to get its attention from is rather equal.  To quote a favorite song lyric.. these tears have given me my sight.. oh, you know the hourglass is empty when the blackbird sings. 

I have cried myself an ocean. 

Ok, the band name is Saraya. From their second album, when the blackbird sings.

Not sure if I wish to continue with graphics.. retirement looks good but the underlying issue is my limited memory laptop.  Yes, I have the external storage.. its the latest Microsoft  problems of updating.. to do or not to do.

You have to decide what is the most important thing.. even if it's temporary. 


.. to be continued? 

6/03/2025

Dear God

I ask you in your holiest of names to help us. Please
Please please 

5/04/2025

Scent vs sense

 Guess I don't have any common sense to stick with gain laundry detergent. The scent from downy was too strong. Didn't realize that would happen, well.. proves a point that not all scents are graded equal. It was a lavender and vanilla blend. Problem is that I get depressed and tear up over silly shit like this. Oh well.. live and learn. 


Stick with what you know.